Whats the point?

Markme · 07-19-2007, 10:46 AM

Im the nice guy that listens to your problems.
im the fella who would rather hang out with a girl than have sex with her.
i help people with their studies and assignments even though mine are suffering.
I'm the loyal friend who doesnt spread rumours, lies and anything you may have said about some one else.

I'm the fucking opposite of the steriotypical male.

Yet why am i treated like some male slut thats an absolute fucking user and that im an unloyal friend and all this fucking bullshit!
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i want to kill every one, but im not stupid enough to actually do it.

im seriously considering wiping them all out of my life and moving away.

Even my friends think bad of me...
i cant even word how i feel.

OzzieJess · 07-20-2007, 03:26 PM

Sweetie,
just breath.
let it all out and just scream. Turn on some loud angry music and scream.

now.
i'm sorry but your friends don't sound like good friends.

also maybe it's time to put yourself first for a while. When school is back you should focus on your school work. put yourself first.

Markme · 07-21-2007, 02:08 AM

school is back.
and its not just my friends... its absolutely every one i meet.
they are all usually like "I've heard about you"

and the thing is.. i dont get angry too easy, but when im angry no matter what i do it doesnt go away.
i can punch my punching bag until my hands are bleeding and still keeping going.

i dont think there is alot i can really do until this year of school is over... which is when im moving either 200km or 2000km away.

CyberPhoenix Kay? · 07-21-2007, 05:55 AM

Mark, i have never seen you as anything like that, and i can assure you that i'm not the only one..

I know you are all those kinds of good things, i mean you run a site that helps people, you have helped me with my problems on many occaisons. and on many occaisons you have told me storys of when you could've slept with women but you didn't because you chose not to. To be honest i think that the reason most of the guys that see you think what they do is because they are Jelous, you were gifted with good looks, they want them, so, they get all bitchy...

My Mate Jacko's met you, and my brother recently too, and neither of them classify you sterotypically, you're a unique guy and i think you'd have to be a dumbass not to know it when meeting you.

Don't let it get to you, you're a great guy, and plenty of us know that and know how lucky we are to be your friends.

Peace out.

Markme · 07-21-2007, 06:43 AM

cheers man...
yes i suppose there is a handful of people that dont think im so bad..

but its just 90% of people that think of me badly..
its not just the guys its mostly girls.. cause the guys think being a slut is funny/good.

And it majorly fucks things like relationships up in my life.. cause the girl just gets bombarded in a million bad views of me and then believes it and runs away.

and people alot of the time think im lying, when im 100% honest.
i get questions from good friends asking "honestly how many girls have you slept with this week" and "a girl is just another number to you isnt it?" and heaps more shit, its frustrating.

easy to put up with when im having a normal time in my life, which most would still consider a hard time.
but right now its just hard to put up with.

i feel like lashing out at the people that are giving me shit, but i know that will make me look stupid.

life is complicated!
but i cant say i like it when its not.

CyberPhoenix Kay? · 07-21-2007, 06:59 AM

Dude, i think the problem is just school, you know school gets you a reputation and rumers and all that stuff, and causes a heap of problems, i think it will probably die done alot for you after you finish school..

!-nessica-! · 07-21-2007, 10:29 AM

to be honest when i first met you thats what i thought of you too..not that you sleep with every girl you can.. just that you were a lil bit of a hussy. but i thought it was funny more than anything else..

but dead set you are a really cool guy
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as i said to you the other day... you've gone thru so much in ur life yet you seem to care about people a heap.

im actually quite jealous of you. i admire you coz you say what you think and i like your opinions.

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Markme · 07-23-2007, 01:17 PM

hahaha shucks.
saying exactly what im thinking gets me into trouble or offends people half the time.

i just figured where my rep comes from....
some of my good mates, cause they find it legendary/funny so they tell people about it...

e.g. my friend i was talking to today said... "lets hang out on the weekend, get the girls over and get drunk... 4some?"

Nykon · 07-24-2007, 01:49 AM

Hey man i dont exactly know you very well but your a champ and dont listen to other peoples bullshit. If they dont like you and think of you that way fuck them its there problem not yours so dont worry about it, and if your friends are saying this then well there not exactly friends are they. Just stick close to the people that do think good about you and get rid of all the negative people in your life.

!-nessica-! · 07-24-2007, 10:50 AM

what he said!