A letter

Notebook · 05-15-2007, 09:20 PM

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Dear Cait,

Please stop wallowing in your own self-pity. Its pathetic. Just get a backbone and deal with life like everybody else. Stop thinking about yourself. Its unbelievable how selfish you are. I know you're already ashamed, but you need to get off your lazy backside and do something about it. Be the good person you damn well want to be. But maybe you don't? I mean, you're so bloody self-absorbed. Me, me, me. I want, I want, I want. That's all it is with you. GET OVER YOURSELF! Start thinking about others for Christ's sake.

And you moan that you're fat and you've put on weight and you wish so much you could be thin again. Well then. Do something about it. Stop wallowing in your own self-pity. And stop eating everything you see. Bloody hell, I swear you eat more than all the pigs in Britain put together. No wonder you put weight on! Jeez! Get off your lazy fucking arse and change! You need to.

Lastly, stop taking it out on other people. Your life is YOUR fault, nobody elses'. Stop making others feel bad or making out that you're the victim. You're no victim. You're just so selfish you want all the attention you can grab. Start taking responsibility for your actions and take better care of those around you. They've done nothing wrong, its you who's always in the wrong. All the frigging time. And yeah, you miss him, but SO WHAT?! Its you're fault he's gone anyway. Just be happy he escaped your evil wrath.

You're a bad person.

Lots of hate, Notebook.

wrlit_sists · 05-16-2007, 12:11 AM

WOWEE you seem angry

you ok?

i'm here if you need to talk

*huggles for katie*

Markme · 05-16-2007, 05:22 AM

That person you are talking about seams like the kinda person i dont like either.

i hope this person does grow a backbone and you feel better after your rant
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Notebook · 05-16-2007, 08:27 AM

Meh. Its a letter to myself. Cos I suck. Going through a really bad time atm for no apparent reason and I'm just so mad at myself. I think my self esteem has hit an all time low. Oh look, and here I am talking about myself again when I have no need to. So fucking self-absorbed. Eurgh, I made myself sick.

Markme · 05-16-2007, 12:58 PM

Dont say that about your self,
i dont think your self absorbed. You help people all the time on Speakout.

im not sure what i can suggest about self esteem, but you are a great person.
I remember you from back in the days of Exasko, you were helping people then and you are helping people now.

you are a good person, Things will get better, Time is just a shitty measurement for when things will be better.

Confubbled.. · 05-16-2007, 02:45 PM

*huggles for katie* hope you ok..pm me

me loves you! i think you're great!

xxx

Broken_mind · 05-17-2007, 10:58 AM

hey katie (know we havent always got along)

u are not a bad person though. all u ever tried to do was help people and ur still doing it.

we all could be called self absorbed when we talk bout ourselves but if u dont then how can any body help anybody else if they dont know wat is wrong.

keep ur head up n maybe do work on ur figure if it bothers u. im the same u see urself gettin fatter but u jst cant be bothered stopping.
find sum1 to run with maybe? it could be fun

overall just try to smile and you will get through this