sick and tired

[rez]

I am a giant and complete fuck up. I am unmotivated, disgustingly ugly, cruel, pig-headed and of barely passable intelligence. I’m angry and selfish and stupid.

I’m sick of the bullshit I deal, I’m sick of feeling like I'm not good enough, I’m sick of bad medical news and I’m sick of waiting for some god damn miracle to fall out of the sky and make my life feel better.

[nelvannya]

Oh sweetie I am sorry to hear that.
We all feel this way at some point, but remember that life is a day at a time, and the tiny moments of joy are worth it.

[OzzieJess]

You look in the mirror and see those things. but you know what? When I see your name come up, I think of the amazing sweet, caring, awesome, honest, smart woman who goes by Rez. Who when I'm feeling low on myself makes me smile without even knowing it.

As for the words you used none of those come to my mind. none.

Now, for the bullshit you are dealing with, is there anything I can help with? if you need to talk bout it i'm here.

[rez]

I'm not ok. I'm angry and upset.
Jess- you are very sweet to say those things. I love making you smile because you are so very lovely and nice. You smile and the world smiles with you - you deserve to be happy.
I'm not like that - I'm bitter and I can't snap out of it.
You can't help, Jess. But its nice to know you care
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