just writing.

[dreamer]

Well, I'm new here, and i can't seem to post anywhere else but here. but damn. Im depressed and stressed out. Sometimes i feel like god put me here just to see how far he could push me before i ended it. So much in my life has happened that most people wouldn't encounter throughout their whole life. It's not fair, and im sick of it. I'll have maybe a few day's where everything is peaceful, and then something happens that just bam pushes me closer. It's never anything little either, its always big problems. I just want it to stop. I alway's fight it though no matter how hard it gets, and im just getting tired of fighting it. Im sick of putting myself out there for people to just step on me. Im good looking, and have a good attitude towards thing's, at least that's what everyone believes. They don't realize the shit that i go though every day and every night. I can tell them, but it doesnt really ever sink in. Im un happy. and have been for awhile. I put a front on everyday like everything is peachy keen, but it isnt. I hate a lot about my life. I used to have dreams of becomming somebody, but now it seems my dreams won't ever be my reality. Everyone else has taken my dreams and sqashed them so their nothing but distant memmories. Blahh Im sorry, Im just ranting. anyway,
whoever reads this, have a good night/day. <3 Love <3 Vs. </3 Hate </3

[My Dreams killed me]

I'm sorry to hear about all your troubles...I guess I can't really give any advice on the situation though, but it does seem to suck alot, and I feel the same way about putting myself out there just to be stepped on...

[Markme]

life does suck alot of the time, i think everyone on here can agree that at one point or another life has sucked extremely!
and putting yourself out there to help people and you get shoved to the side and ignored.
life is always going to suck if you look at it the way you do, everyone heres been through horrible shit, some ALOT worse than any of us can comprehend and yet i usually find that inside and out, they are usually most at peace with themselves and everyone else.
just change the way you look at life, think about it more deeply and you will see life at its fullest and not just the shell of it.

[nelvannya]

The best advice I can give you and the best advice I have ever been given is
"This too will pass".
Life can be difficult at times, life will give you lemons and something you just do not have the sugar to make lemonade, but that does not mean stop going, or stop pushing it means pick up the lemons put them in a bag and press on.
It sounds like you are just generally stressed out, maybe you need to stop doing the extra unnessacary things in life, and pick up a few destressers.
Find a hobby and find a time to do it. At 6 you could dedicate and hour or half an hour to whatever you love and the world will have to stop for that... you need to find a way to keep yourself focused and sound, you need something to look forward to that is about YOU.
I promise you "this too will pass".... focus on you for a while and worry not about others.