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Everynight
Everynight i'm afraid to come home to seeing him standing there.
Everynight I pray to god that it will only last one more night.
Everynight I Hope that he would just die.
Everynight I cry myself to sleep seeing his face when i close my eye's.
Everynight I wish that it would just end.
Everynight I see him in my dreams
Everynight he hurts me.
Everynight I wish someone would believe me when I tell them the stories of what he's done.
Everynight I want to kill myself
Everynight I feel safe no where.
Everynight I hate going home.
Everynight he kills me inside a little more.
Tonight is just begining
Every morning I cover up the marks.
Every morning I pray for a better day
Every morning I want to run away
Every morning I try to find somewhere else to stay
Every morning I replay the night before all day
Every morning I wish someone would save me
Every morning I wish i was someone else just for that little bit of time
Every morning Im scared to go outside
Every morning I wake up with tears
One day Im scared he'll kill me.
Today I realized that I can't change this happenings.
It will change when I leave state or the city.. even this house.
But until then, I will be a soldier like i've been for the past three year's.
And fight back with all my might like I always do.
Even if it does kill me.
Even though Im so afraid.
Ill fight no matter what.
I refuse to let him win anymore.
This is just a rant i guess.. Held thing's in for too long, It hurts. It really does. My body, My feeling's, my confidence. its all fading.
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