the secret thread - Page 4

Anonymous · 11-03-2007, 07:41 PM

Im a lie inside a lie inside a lie

Anonymous · 11-10-2007, 04:52 PM

Its your choice...I love you, i care so much about you and i'll always look after you and i want to make you happy and feel good about yourself and show you how beautiful and amazing you really are.

But its your choice. If you go out with me and things dont work, promise me we will go back to how we are now. I'm sorry now for anything i do that hurts you. Because we both know that i will at some point. Its who i am and i hate it.

Anonymous · 11-11-2007, 05:28 AM

I got fired. :(

Stupid Woolworths.. lol.

Anonymous · 11-11-2007, 10:42 PM

im such a horrible person. i dont deserve anybody

Anonymous · 11-14-2007, 10:49 PM

i think i've forgotten what it feels like to be truely happy

Anonymous · 11-15-2007, 03:22 PM

i don't know what you want from me but it hurts i don't think i can keep this up for much longer it's all too much what is there to stay for?

Anonymous · 11-19-2007, 08:06 AM

I am so scared that things will always be the same.

Anonymous · 11-21-2007, 09:54 AM

i wish i had learnt the first time that you should never trust people and that no matter what they say nobody gives two shits about anybody but themselves cause everybodys a fucking cunt and it's funny cause i thought you were different but apparently i was wrong oh so fucking wrong and now i truely do feel alone nobody left cause one turned out to be just like the rest a selfish fucking cunt and then the other one well apparently you don't care either. fucking fantastic. hmmm maybe i should have started a new thread for this but never mind it can just stay here.

Anonymous · 01-06-2008, 01:12 PM

me or her? i cant do this anymore. I am falling in love with you, you dont even realise do you. i see you so much and we talk so much. What we do is fun, we both know that. But i cant just keep doing this. i cant do it to myself.

Anonymous · 01-06-2008, 05:10 PM

i knew there was more to it than that and i was right about that as well. why didnt i trust my gut instinct i knew it was right i knew there was still something going on between you but yet you still pretend to care how can you care when you're being so two faced i just dont even have the energy to bother with you anymore its too much hard work i really dont see the point ive always known you were a liar but i didnt want to believe it but now i have to cause i know its true and youre a two faced lying bitch and tbh i dont care how it goes im not helping you anymore ive said this so many times before but now i do actually mean it and i dont even care if you find this some how and read it because ill be glad that you actually know how i feel i thought youd changed but i was so fucking wrong and now youve fucked me over and messed me up one too many times

Anonymous · 02-15-2008, 04:47 AM

is this the right thing to do??? Will this work??

Anonymous · 02-15-2008, 11:04 AM

I'm very very lonely, sometimes I sit in my room all day and don't see anyone. I think I'm a really boring person, I tried to make my life exciting, but it sort of back fired. I'm also really angry and very resentful, I resent everyone, even people who have tried to help me, even myself, especially myself.

Anonymous · 02-18-2008, 01:16 PM

I think I'm in love but I don't know who with. Every time i see him my heart skips and I need to touch him, hold him but then I see him and I feel free inside and I feel safe and I need him to hold me in his arms. I miss both of them so damn much but when I think of going out with them I can never decide. I know he likes me, he told me but I just don't know. He said he'd wait for me to get over him and everyone's saying I should just go with him. But I can't get either of them off my mind. When he looks at me it's like I'm the only girl in the room and nobody could ever compare but then he looks away and i just don't know anymore. I guess i'll just have to wait for him to realise that it was me who sent him the v-day card since he even said he'd help with that.

Anonymous · 02-19-2008, 03:04 AM

I really wish that you were here with me.
I'm convienced that I would date you!
I rush home to make sure that you are not there... because I would hate to miss you. I even wonder what it would be like to take a ride in the car with you, the passenger seat seems so empty.
Every word that comes from your fingers is of value to me.
My friends are wondering why I am spending so much time at home.
I really hate that I feel this way, because it will never be.
You're not even touchable, and yet I adore you...

Anonymous · 02-26-2008, 05:02 AM

my best friend might have cancer and i'm not even able to hug her cos i'm a couple of hundred miles away. :( I wish i could go home for my best friend but i'm not allowed. :(