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Jessa
This is who I have become,
Someone you just don’t know,
Just a girl who’s lost her way,
A girl who wants to go.
I’ve become a party girl,
Who lives for the weekends,
Who drinks till she drops,
Who loves making friends.
I’ve become a book girl,
Who loves to read all day,
Who lives in a different world,
Who doesn’t care what you say.
I’ve become a tough chick,
Who’s put up the highest wall,
Who doesn’t care anymore,
Who doesn’t want to fall.
I’ve become the girl I want,
Who is happy with things,
Who smiles without reason,
Who dances and sings.
This is who I am now,
No one can change me,
I am now just Jessa,
I am now and always free.
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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