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i have no idea what to call this one
i don't want to look inside and see pain anymore
withered dreams cover my hearts dusty floor
the past bares down on me and i start to cry
most mornings i wake up wishing that i could die
crystal tears filled with crimson pain
my eyes are puffy and my cheeks are stained
i take my time putting on a smile today
i just can't seem to get this hurt to fade
i try to shake it off but it clings to my skin
i just want to cut myself up again
i fall down, skin my knees and pray
i need some help to make it through the day
the sadness in my heart fills me with dread
i'd rather stay home and curl up in bed
my fears take over and my mind goes wild
today i just feel like a half grown chilc
my worried heart aches for a friend
someone to hold me close to them
i look around and can't find a familiar face
i guess i don't have anybody these days
frightened tears start to slip from my eyes
but nobody is around as i silently cry
lonely is what my life has become
my heart hurts yet my mind is numb
i beg for the courage to end my life
i draw the blade accost my inner thigh
i press down and feel that numbness spread
my heart is cold and my mind is full of dread
i smile, sickly enjoying the cold hard steal
the blood rushes out but the relief is all i feel
i slowly collect myself and my shattered sanity
wondering what creature has become of me
i worry that i might be completely crazy
with all these scars what man could love me?
i throw the blade down and i start to weep
crying myself into a restless sleep
i don't want to look inside and see pain anymore
withered dreams cover my hearts dusty floor
the past bares down on me and i start to cry
most mornings i wake up wishing that i could die
this one is another long one...
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"heres to all the soldiers who have ever died in vain, the insane locked up in themselves the homeless down on main. To those who stand on empty shores and spin against the wind, and to those who wait forever, for ships that won't come in"
"Ti amo, Jeg elsker deg, Je vous aime, Ik hou van jou, Amo-o, Miluji tě, Я люблю Вас, Le amo, Volim Te, Σε αγαπώ"
Ten ways to say: I LOVE YOU!
Pillz-e, Foamy and Johnny the Homicidal Maniac.... Gotta love em
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