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The Girl Inside of Me
Shadows of the past written in her eyes
The pain shows through and dispels her lies
No matter how much she pretends to be
She just wants to bleed, she just wants to bleed
She sits and thinks about cutting herself
Wishing she could be somebody else
Tears well up in her big brown eyes
And she sits and cries, and she sits and cries
She dreams of all the things she never had
She wonders if she is just like her dad
Her needs and wants belie her every mistake
And she's filled with hate, and she's filled with hate
Anger boils out and fills her mind
The pain is worse than the last time
And no matter who she pretends to be
She just wants to bleed, she just wants to bleed
She sits in her room, she listens to music
She things of the knife and how she'd use it
She refuses to believe, to herself she lies
And she sits and cries, and she sits and cries
She feels so alone, she thinks she is dead
She tries to rid herself of the demons in her head
She lashes out, forgets to pray
And she's filled with hate, and she's filled with hate
Right now that knife is looking pretty good
She thinks of how she is misunderstood
And no matter how good she seems to be
She just wants to bleed, she just wants to bleed
Her parents think she is okay again
And they try so hard to keep the happiness in
But her tears are there behind her lying eyes
And she sits and cries, and she sits and cries
She lies to everyone to make them believe
That she is happy, that the pain did leave
But behind all the happiness, all the fake
She is filled with hate, she is filled with hate
Shadows of the past written in her eyes
The pain shows through and dispels her lies
No matter how much she pretends to be
She just wants to bleed, she just wants to bleed
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"heres to all the soldiers who have ever died in vain, the insane locked up in themselves the homeless down on main. To those who stand on empty shores and spin against the wind, and to those who wait forever, for ships that won't come in"
"Ti amo, Jeg elsker deg, Je vous aime, Ik hou van jou, Amo-o, Miluji tě, Я люблю Вас, Le amo, Volim Te, Σε αγαπώ"
Ten ways to say: I LOVE YOU!
Pillz-e, Foamy and Johnny the Homicidal Maniac.... Gotta love em
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