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first of this was written when i was 18,
Not Ok
Twisted lies and broken promises, empty hearts and lost souls,
scars and scratches up my arms, my life is full of holes.
Never going to let another into this life, I want out I want to die,
never going to let you look into my eyes, I need out all I do is cry.
I am an empty soul lost inside this life, why do I have to be me?
I wear this smile I pretend that I’m okay, sadness is all I seem to see.
Just stay away from me I’ve lost all hope, I’m dying I’m losing I don’t want to play!
Stay away from me I’ll stay away from you, because guess what I'M NOT OKAY
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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