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Dont Make This Mistake
Ok so this happened when i was 16. So like 5 yrs ago, but every now and then it still hurts.
i had this best friend Natalie we had a rough times always over stupid boys.
well it all started when i met some guy on line. He's name was Allan, he took me to the movies but there was nothing there for me, but he had feelings for me. stupid me couldnt have just dropped all contact there and then. we decided to hang out again in a group his best mate had a car, graham. Well i started dating graham, (another STUPID mistake but not the point) Natalie started dating Allan. Which i thought would mean he didnt like me anymore. (i was wrong)
me and graham broke up, i had really good mates that went to school with the boys and they didnt like them. and i've known these guys since i was 5. It was just fun to me so it didnt bother me. Natalie and allan were still dating when he started showing up at my place. i thought he was just trying to be nice until he kissed me. i told him that was a no go zone. but no he tired again.
I told Natalie and to my amazment she already knew but he had told her i had come on to her. know who would you believe?? your best friend or some guy you've been dating for a couple of months??? she believed him. we havent spoken since and i lost a ton of friends from his lies.
They were still dating when i turned 18 and saw him out at the nightclubs. he followed me around like a lost puppy and cornered me and tried to kissing me and grabbing at me. (i think he had a bit to much to drink) once again it wasnt on. and i told him that.
And now what i have to say is always believe you friends guys/girls come and go friends will last forever.
she finally saw the light they are no more.
2 yr's ago he saw me driving and followed me home where i got to tell him i was happly taken by the most amazing guy, and i had just got 5 step brothers and a foster brother. needless to say he has been back near me.
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