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i spoke to him last night, but i was like hesitant towards everything he said... and i didnt mention i read his story.
he said some exact frases from the story, like "dave would do anything for mark as long as he had breath in his body" or something along thoughs lines.
was just kinda freaked out towards him.
im going to take the cowards way out, avoid it and make up an excuse as to why he isnt allowed to come to schoolies cellebrations any more.
its more because i think him being 1,000km away or 600miles for some of you.
that us not talking wont really hurt, but if i one day say it to his face he will be destroyed... so i dunno, in a sence it feels like im kinda doing the right thing at the same time.
because i know i will never be able to look at thim the same.
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