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thinking of taking a break
i'm thinking of taking a break from alcohol for a while again. i'm starting to fall apart again. (health wise not mentally) my am getting pains in my side and my knee's playing up and i have had a headache on off for a week or so now. i think i just need a rest from drinking. i might go a couple of months ago. maybe. it's not like it's hard to not drink i drunk everyday when i was 17 for 3 months and then when i turned 18 i stopped drinking for 8 months. i was so sick. i'm just falling apart and need a break from life i think. this is why i don't normally have a socal life, cos my body can't keep up with party every weekend. i feel like a 30 year old stuck in a 21 year olds body. i just want to sleep..
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"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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