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08-11-2008, 11:20 AM
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Jessamine
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I wanna go for a drive
I just want to drive... i dont want to sit here much longer... but i have no reason to go driving and my mum would think it is weird... :( i just want to get away from the net and my mobile... i want to get away from myself.. i want to turn my music up so loud i can't hear myself think.. and just drive out on the highway... but once again.. i have no reason to go... :(
I think i just need to put in my headphones and turn it up so loud that i stop thinking... i need to stop thinking...
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but it's not going to happen... I can go for a drive in an hour... when i gotta pick up my brother and get petrol... but i don't want to just sit here... :( i'm feeling feelings i dont want to feel lol... TO MANY FEELINGS...
this is stupid... it's not like anything could happen... i'm just being stupid lol.. I don't know what to do.. i don't want to think about it.. i just want to drive fast and listen to loud music... I need a new car so i can go faster... and i need a new car... THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE.... I want to drive right now... :(
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08-11-2008, 11:23 AM
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A Bit Of A Chatty One I Am
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well then the solution is simple
DRIVE
Your mom might think your weird but hell, I go and take walks all the time to un-stress but no-one thinks anything diffrent of me...
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08-11-2008, 11:25 AM
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nothing wrong with a few people thinking you are weird, if it makes you feel better, then drive!
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08-11-2008, 11:29 AM
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Jessamine
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ok.. so mum would know more that i'm weird.. lol... i'm pretty sure she's know for a long time
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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08-11-2008, 11:32 AM
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A Bit Of A Chatty One I Am
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well ok then,
get the keys! lol
If you do decide to go, I hope you enjoy it
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08-11-2008, 11:37 AM
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Check It! I Found The Emerald City!
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I go for those kind of drives all the time. They make me feel better - clear the head and such.
And who in the world ISN't weird? I think its weird if you aren't.
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08-11-2008, 01:47 PM
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Jessamine
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it didn't help.. and now i feel so much worse... not from the drive but from a msg i got while on the drive...
i feel like hitting my head against a wall... i feel like punching something hard... i knew this would happen... i knew it...
I can't wait to get to Karratha in 2 weeks... everything is always easier when i'm at work... thankfully i'll be there for all but 5 days next month... :(
I feel like crying.. i'm so fucking stupid... what was i thinking... was i even thinking at all... :( i dont fucking know...
I feel like screaming at myself... what was i thinking... i knew it wouldn't work... i knew it couldn't work.. but i didn't see that coming... i didn't see that one...
I wish i could drive until i couldn't drive anymore... but i have work tomorrow.. so i'll go to bed.. sleep and tomorrow i'll go to work... i'll smile and i'll laugh and i'll make everyone believe that it doesn't matter that i'm great.. cos it was nothing... but inside... inside i'll know the truth... that it's not really about what happened.. it's about how much it keeps happening... and so i'll go to work tomorrow. and i'll smile..
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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08-12-2008, 01:39 AM
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Jessamine
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I'm feeling better this morning... thanks to some very good friends... lol..
I'm actually smiling... lol and not a i have to smile.. but a i'm actually ok smile.
I still wanna drive... but that's ok...
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i'm feeling better.
Tonight i'm going to the movies with a friend. tomorrow i'm going to see another friend... and thursday i'll go to the shops with someone... friday i'm going to baskball saturday i'm going to dinner with my good friend.. who will make me feel better... he's great. and Sunday i'll find something to do hehehehe i'm just not going to stay home.. i'm not going to let myself think...
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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08-13-2008, 12:07 PM
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Kitchen Bitch.
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whoo, i am glad that you are feeling much better
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Yay for friends!
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I AM MALE!
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08-14-2008, 06:18 AM
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Jessamine
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My busyness made me sick :( i run myself to the ground... lol...
So i'm at home sick... and it's annoying... i just would rather be at work :(
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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08-15-2008, 02:40 PM
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Just Drive
Jess,
I went to a very good hypnotist for about 5 years. It works. I no longer see him. He did give me command words that still work since 1993-1998.
CALM COMFORTABLE SAFE SECURE
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY AROUND 3 OR AFTER SCHOOL TRY THIS.
Relax on your bed and start a yoga exercise from your feet up. Make your feet relax until they fall and are completely relaxed into the bed. Next, your angles, legs, stomach and back, arms, legs, hands, neck and head. Bottom to top. You can play a relaxation tape like running water. Visualize your problems and since the beginning repeat over and over the command words and your intentions. Set your alarm for about 40 minutes because you will go out and wake in a very very relaxed state. Do this everyday. It is good for you mind, body and spirit. As well. removes stress that probably is causing these thoughts anyway. Be very open minded and don't be afraid to let go.
It works and you feel great. If I miss a day, I feel it at night. All Dr.'s will recommend a little rest in the aft to break up the day and re-energize yourself.
Ciao
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08-15-2008, 03:00 PM
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Jessamine
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It don't really have time for it... I work 10 hours a day most days... I live in a camp when i'm at work...
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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08-15-2008, 11:17 PM
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A Bit Of A Chatty One I Am
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jess, iv known u long enuff and well enuff to know when you are only giveing half the story, some of your monolog/rant reminds me slightly of the way you used to be, and im worryd! if you dont want to tell every one whats got you upset, but if you want to talk to any one, im hear for you!
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08-16-2008, 01:13 AM
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Jessamine
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Chris... you know me way to well... lol
I'm feeling better right now...
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i really am..
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I was just having one of those days when i knew i was going to have to stop something and i didn't really want to talk about it here.... :( I'll tell you in a second why...
Thanks...
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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