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05-05-2008, 03:34 PM
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A Bit Of A Chatty One I Am
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Troubled..
Ok here's an analogy,
Let's say my depression is like a screwdriver.
Over the last few months the drill-bit has been very slowly kinda drilling it's way into my head, not very deeply, and just enough so that it hurts like hell, but at the end of the day I can ignore it saying "Well it isn't really that deep yet".
Then today I walk into school, and the drill decides to boar in so deep that your head just basicly receives a shockwave so powerful, that it was able to erase a very very happy feeling I just had, and replaced it with an almost suicidal feeling (for cutter's it's that feeling when it feels like you just cut yourself but you havn't really done a thing yet, or if your a smoker and you havn't had a cigg in a few days and you can just taste the tobbaco as you long for it) yeah well it kinda was like that but with suicide.
It's freaking me out, I acually felt like I cut myself in the chest again. I physically feel the scar acheing. I don't like this feelign at all...help?
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05-05-2008, 03:50 PM
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Babe what is going on... are you okay, do you need to be called. Sweetie Im worried, your depression has worsened... and if you can try and get some help, other than me (not that I minda AT ALL) or Chris
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You hear, O LORD,
the desire of the afflicted;
you encourage them,
and you listen to their cry,
defending the fatherless and the oppressed,
in order that man, who is of the earth,
may terrify no more.
Psalm 10:17-18
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05-05-2008, 09:42 PM
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Kitchen Bitch.
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URggh, that really sucks, What forms of help have you tried already?
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05-06-2008, 02:38 AM
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A Bit Of A Chatty One I Am
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well thats the problem, I've never anything nearly that intense ever. (I'm much better now, in case anyone was worring, and I'm not contemplating suicide either)
What happened today still bothers me though, and to answer ure question CY, I dont quite understand what's goin on at all. I don't know what will help, but my depression being so strong it manufest itself physicly, and without a trigger can not be good.
What scares me the most though was that my depression feels like a strong addiction.
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05-06-2008, 06:23 AM
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Strutting Finely Down The Yellow Brick Road
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Don't be so worried about being "addicted", but be very mindful and don't let it become more addicting. As humans we are drawn to stay with and grow in our current schema's (be them productive or unproductive). We are drawn to keeping our actions in line with our views and our views with our actions (according to my psychology book reading today). It's not a cure or a complete answer, but looking at how you act and look at things can help you understand. Don't give in.
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