But it's over now.

OzzieJess · 07-04-2008, 05:30 AM

So, I haven't been around since about Jan i think. Alot has changed and alot was changing that i couldn't say back then.

I am no longer engaged to Glenn, I am once again living at home. It's been 2 months since we broke up, there was cracks in the relationship since the end of last year. I couldn't make him happy anymore, and our lives were going in different directions.

So i'm now single. and it's weird but i'm getting used to it. I now think i want to be single for a couple of years, I don't want to get into another relationship until i know who i am and what i want in life. I know i want to travel, and i don't want to settle down cos i'm just too young. yes 22 is young, my life is really only just beginning.

So yeah, I just want to be young and have fun. Make friends and just been me. I wanna make mistakes and not be told you shouldn't have done it, i want to learn everything my own way. I just want to have FUN.

On a side note, I've been self abusive free for almost 3 years... But i will always have the scars. I have over 45 scars on my left wrist. how bad is that? But each scar tells a story only i know.
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but apart from all that i have a good job, which i love, i go to some amazing places, and build lots of very cool things, and meet hundreds of people. So i'm learning alot at the moment about life and myself.

I've learnt i am stronger then i give myself credit for. That i can do anything.

Yeah sorry there's alot.

CyberPhoenix Kay? · 07-04-2008, 01:50 PM

That is alot of info hehe...

not sure if it is positive or negative....seems to be a bit of both..

but i think at the moment your life has so many ways it could go and is full of pleasant suprises waiting to happen... go you!

PILLZ-E · 07-04-2008, 06:53 PM

what places are you thinking of visiting?

Markme · 07-05-2008, 08:11 AM

I can see that there has been a positive out come from the end of your relationship with Glenn, if he couldnt appreciate you and be happy for just having you, then he didnt deserve you in the first place.

22 is such a young age, even though im only 18... we have the rest of our lives to grow, but its right now that determines our paths.

Its EXCELLENT that you have stopped self harming
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I wish you health and prosperity throughout your lifes journeys

OzzieJess · 07-06-2008, 09:54 AM

Thanks. It has been a bit of a roller coaster of feelings lately. But in the long run i've always believed everything happens for a reason. and i believe that every end has a begin.

but yeah.
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thank you

(sha) · 07-06-2008, 07:33 PM

aww jess, sorry that hear that yall broke up. :( but i know that you will find someone. you are great! ya know. its awesome that you have a job that you love! seems like thats what you have been looking for a long time.

CJDude · 07-08-2008, 06:35 PM

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I've learnt i am stronger then i give myself credit for. That i can do anything.

I'v been telling you this for how long now? lol

I'm sorry about your brake up with Glenn because it hurt you, but im not sorry about it because now your life has taken a different turn and its going to be exciteing and grate for you! I hope that things continue to go well for you!

OzzieJess · 07-10-2008, 01:50 AM

so far so good. lol.. On site for work again. for the next 2 and a half weeks. and then i'm taking about 2 weeks of..
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in that time i'm going to see a friend i haven't seen in a couple of months. I'm getting on a plan for 4 hours and 10 minutes to get to Melbourne to see her.
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it's my adventure for next month.
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I've never been to Melb so it's new to me. I'm excited and scared. But i'm happy...

And CJ, You've always known me better then i've known myself.
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