Giving up drinking to get drunk

[CJDude]

Hey Mark. Congrats on ur desion, i remembe you always said you didnt want to use alcohol the way u where. i hope it all goes well

[Markme]

cheers man, thank you for the support..
Its good to see you around exasco.
How have you been any way?
Its been a very long time since we last spoke.

[Tommeh!!!]

ah chap, lets all give up the boooooze. im thinking of cutting it out quite alot...well...yeah actually..yeah.
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good to see ya here Cj, how ya been?

[OzzieJess]

I gave up alcohol for a year when i was 18. then i started drinking again at 19 and stopped again just before i was 20. And i'm just starting to drink again.
I think it's a real ozzie thing to get drunk, we are the binge drinking nation i'm told. We start drinking at an earlier age, and drink more.

I'm no good at just having one drink, and i drink so that i feel more social.

I'm very proud of you. You can do anything you put your head to Mark. remember that.

[CJDude]

Originally Posted by OzzieJess
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I think it's a real ozzie thing to get drunk, we are the binge drinking nation i'm told. We start drinking at an earlier age, and drink more.

nope that would be the Irish, damn Guinniss

[Shinzy]

Thats great you havent got drunk since your party =]
I used to drink hell of a lot too, when i was younger (..well 15
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) and i was so violent. I didnt even notice until my boyfriend recorded it one night :( That was my turning point.
Good luck!

[OzzieJess]

Mark?????? how's the not drinking going? how's life going???

[Markme]

fucking gay...
im fuming over losing my wallet with all my monday and cards...
drowning my anger in a bottle of scotch seams pretty good right now.
but i will end up killing some one or doing something stupid if i get drunk while im angry.

[OzzieJess]

cancel all your cards? and have a drink of pineapple juice and turn on the tv. turn off for a while...
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that really sucks. but you are stronger then drinking...

[Markme]

haha err so i failed a little on this mission.
But im just realising that my current supplements plus alcohol REAAALLLYYY dont mix.
I went to two parties over the last two nights..
And i drank both nights, got very drunk both nights..

Any way at the start of both nights i was super duper happy and loving it and by the end of the nights i wanted to kill people and i was incredibly angry for no reason...
at the first party 8 or so people started a fight with one of my friends... so i walked up to them and wanted to fight all of them at once..
they wouldnt do it and just eventually quit yelling at myself and my friend and walked off..
but i followed them and just kept having a go at them, then eventually got distracted by something else..
then one of them kicked a door into this litle 14 year old kids face..(littlebrother of some one) so i grabbed the guy and dragged him out of the house and threw him into the mud out the front (he was wearing a suit) and he got really pissed off, didnt dare try fight me though and he walked home...

2nd night, i was super duper happy, best drinking high i had ever had, pissing it up with all my mates and then next thing i know, im speaking with this Afrikaans accent and im walking around punching the stair case, throwing lounges... threw about 4 or 5 people to the floor because they wouldnt get out of my way when i was trying to get threw.
And i think i scared the crap out of this one girl... not intentionally, i was trying to talk to her about something and i was holding the door closed so people couldnt interupt me...
like she wasnt trying to get away from me, but i could just sense she felt unneasy so i said.. im not trying to keep you here, you can leave at any time and took my hand off the door handle... she said something like.... you have a nice tie, did it up and then opened the door and left...

then i punched this door off its hinges out in the garrage and had to screw it back onto the wall..
and then i woke up in bed at lunch time the next day...
no idea how i got from there to here...

gaah i gotta either stop taking my tablets.. or drink..


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[sarah2]

Yeah, sounds like you're getting just a littlr aggressive there Mark?
What pills are you taking?
Just lay of the drink? I remember guys getting like that and worse at parties, in the morning, sure, they're sorry and they only do shit in the aggressive anger of the moment, but I know I've been hurt by drunk aggressive guys, who wouldn't hurt a fly normally - please be careful before perhaps you do something one day that you'll regret.

[Markme]

welll... im taking insuling pills, which makes everything soak up into your blood super duper fast, so take the pills and drinking alcohol gives u a massive sugar high and then im guessing a couple hours later when i stopped drinking (both nights) i crashed and got angry cause my body was starved of energy.

i know that i still had the capability to control myself, because otherwise i would have punched like every guy out in the room... but i controlled myelf... just.
im thinking no drinking until after my insuling pills run out, otherwise as you said, people that i dont want to get hurt, are going to get hurt by me.

and i realllllly dont want that to happen

[OzzieJess]

That's rather scary... I'm glad you're not going to drink..

What were you drinking??

[Markme]

i was drinking rum... and noo im never agressive on it other than thoughs two times, im usually agro on vodka.

But its the yellow tablets i take before meals that i rekon made me skits out.

some one told me today that i was soo angry that i was shaking... lol.
ahwell 2 more weeks and im off these tablets, so im all sweet
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strange though, when i take these tablets and i drink, i cant remember anything really...
i mean i remember being happy and then next thing im ready to grab some one by the throat.

i think they send all the alcohol straight to my brain instead of being processed... considering they do that with food.

[sarah2]

If you don't mind me asking, why are you taking the pills in the first place?
Yeah, i'd just not drink, especially spirits when you're taking them.
That's the scary part though, being happy and fine one minute and then just switching, guys who do that, well, they scare the shit out of me.