I dont know how to feel...

[lmhwaitress327]

There was a girl kelly that lived with me and my family for about 7 or 8 months. She was cool at first but then we got to see the real her. She is a really bad, selfish person. She gets drunk at parties, knowing she cant hold her liquor at all and sleeps with random guys, a while back she rememberd having sex on someones front lawn with a guy she had just met, couldnt remember wat he looked like or his name in the morning, other ppl had to tell her. That is a trend with her. Everything has to be about her, ex) wen my brother, sister and I got home from saying goodbye to my dying grandma she said to me, Im irritable. a little later she said she couldnt take it and left. at the wake a week later, she asked my cousin why he wasnt glad to see her, he told her it was a wake and he wasnt glad to see anyone, she started crying. This is the person she is. Well a while back my sister finally convinced her to get tested ffor STDs and they said she had Genital Warts and needed to see a specialist, that was about 3 or 4 months ago. She still hasnt seen one. She has slept with about 5 or 6 guys, and doesnt use condoms. Oh, and she doesnt tell them she has genital warts. One of those guys ended up being my cousin who adored her, She didnt tell him, he was an idiot and didnt use a condom. then she couldnt figure out why he didnt want to talkt o her wen he found out she has warts. So he lost his virginity and may have gained warts.
Well a week ago my sister kicked her out of our house, saying shes a slut and had no reason to be near our family let alone living with us. So she left. Yesterday she stopped by to get someting of hers, She texed me Ilove you. I said How can that be wen uve hurt my family so much? She said I cant take back wat I did and sry istn enough so I dont know wat u want me to say. I said Nothing. I dont want you to ever say anything to anyone in my family again. Does your bf know you have an std? she never said anything. I packed all of her things into 2 black garbage bags in about an hour and put all of her stuff outside on our porch. she came today and got it all. I know I should be very pleased with myself, like I was yesterday, but I cant help but feel a bit sorry. I cant stand her because she has hurt my family, and my family is my life, im extremely lucky and have the best family ever. So im glad, but I feel sorry, I know shes fine but knowing shes actually gone is strange, a releif but i know its on me, so i dont know how im supposed to feel. I in a sense saved my family, protected them, hopfully my cousin wont feel awkard wen he comes over now, but a little part of me is sad knowing that I hurt someone, even tho i dont like them. Im not sure where this was supposed to go so sorry if its in the wrong spot. Should I feel bad, or good? Sad or happy? I dont know......
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