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12-17-2007, 05:32 AM
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Jessamine
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Me Again
Well first hi,
I guess there's all new people here so no one knows who i am...
I'm jessica...
Anyway... I'm so sad at the moment. have been for about 3-4 weeks.
i work away. 4 weeks on 1 week off.
The last time i was home i got the bad news that my cat had been hit by a car and didn't make it. She was my child. and now she's gone. It's really hard for me. I didn't even have her for 1 year. and the thing i feared the most happened to her. I cry every day. and i know it's probably stupid as she was just a cat. but to me she was as i said my child.
then when i was home i also found out that my knees are worse then i could ever imagine. I have to have physio at least once a fortnight. (which isn't easy) if the physio don't work i will need to have 2 knee reconstructions. So i've been trying to come to turns with that as well.
I'm so sad. I want to cry everyday. I feel so lonely.
I'm still having a hard time up here. and i've just found out i might be up here for another 2 yrs after this job. I didn't think it would be this hard.
anyway. i just had to get that out. i don't mind if no one reads it. as it's a bit long. but it's out.
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12-17-2007, 05:57 AM
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Im a triangle
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hey jess,
im very sorry to hear about your cat, i can understand how hard it is to lose an animal that you have taken care of and loved.
And the news about your knee's isnt good either, but australia has some excellent knee surgeons, as i have a few football friends who have had reconstructions.
But deffinately take care of them because your so young.
I have a teacher who was suppose to have a double knee reconstruction, but they said after 10 years they were going to have to chop his legs off, so he said no and he survives he coaches football and hes doing fine.
Just have the will power to go on and you will be able to do it.
Look at it this way, you will put a few very hard years of work in and it will pay off and you will be able to prosper in the years to come.
smile jess because we are smiling with you.
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12-18-2007, 05:20 AM
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Jessamine
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Mark, you are a good friend...
I'm thinking of getting a new kitten. hopefully from a animal shelter. give a kitten the chance my kitten never got.
but I'm really not sure. I'll have to talk to my house mate to see if he is willing to help look after a kitten when I'm not home.
Glenn has said getting a new kitten is up to me. so now i just have to think.
anyway i'm at work and i'm really not feeling like crying so i'm going to stop talking about cats.
i'll drop by tomorrow to update.
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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12-18-2007, 05:23 AM
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Im a triangle
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now i dont mean to knock the idea of getting a new kitten at all, if your only going to be home for 1 week out of 5 weeks, do you think its a good idea to get a kitten, because they need alot of care etc.
Buuutt, if your house mate is ok with looking after it, i say get one
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12-19-2007, 01:31 AM
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Jessamine
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I don't think i'll be getting one. i'll just have to visit my mum and my cats there.
Maybe i'll go to the zoo everytime i'm home and see the big cats.
I'm feeling a bit better at the moment. i will be flying home this time tomorrow. for a whole 17 days. which i'm looking forward to..
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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12-19-2007, 04:07 AM
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it really sucks what happened to your cat, and your knees and things. i hope it gets better for you.
anyways, its good to hear that you are going home, even if it is just for a few days. ya know.
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12-19-2007, 04:37 AM
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Im a triangle
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booyaah
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holidays is good.
does every one in the mines get it off over christmas?
I wish you a merry christmas.
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12-19-2007, 07:20 PM
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Technically I Should Be A Mod Or Something
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enjoy your break jess!
sorry to hear about your cat :( it's sad when you lose a pet,i cry for days after i lose one. they are family too after all!!
i hope you don't have to get surgery on your knees but if you do...at least they'll get better then right?!
have a good time at home!! ♥
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'My heart has been broken and bruised and I'm pretty f*cking confused and I always expect to lose.
If I talk too much and laugh too loud it's because I'm trying to forget that I'm sad, cos things can get pretty bad.
But I'd like to think that someday I'll find you somewhere going nowhere and we can go there together.'
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12-20-2007, 06:15 AM
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Jessamine
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not everyone at the mines gets Christmas off. but my company does. believe me 17 days off is amazing...
even if i have the surgery my knees will still be the same as it's the muscles that are pulling them into the wrong place. so i just need to fix that muscle.
anyway i'm home now...
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YAY...
just went shopping and brought new clothes so i'm feeling ok. lol
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"I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life wont work that way"
"I just need a boy to come up to me and give me a hug saying I'm so sorry that almost all of my entire gender sucks"
"Suddenly, this is all too hard. I'm tired of putting up walls. I want someone with the strength and the honesty to knock them down."
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