Slipping up. :/

Tommeh!!! · 11-11-2007, 04:52 PM

yeeah, well...things arent too good for me at the moment. im starting to get to the point of another breakdown...which is quite scary so i think im gonna go back into counceling asap cause im getting very dark again and to be honest im quite scared of falling abck into old habits...my drinking is alread becoming an issue again. :(

oh 'lol', whenever will i sort it out.

Split_life · 11-11-2007, 10:40 PM

try and find some sort of help as quickly as you can is a suggestion. i think it could be best idea?

Markme · 11-12-2007, 12:27 AM

Tommy the best thing is that you are sensible enough to see it coming, but because you can see it coming i think you have to find a way to deal with it on your own, councelling is a good thing indeed; but perhaps ask him to help you develope some sort of system so you can deal with it on your own.

If you can achieve this, you will come out the end a more stable and happy person.

And still on the same note,
what is bothering you and upsetting you to cause this?

Stay well my friend.

heartstrings · 11-12-2007, 01:47 AM

take care of yourself tommeh. if you need anything... yeah.

CyberPhoenix Kay? · 11-14-2007, 06:40 AM

yeah, it's hard to see things like this coming until they are already having a bit of an effect on you, at which point it is hard to do anything to prevent it on your own. But i definetly agree that going and getting some councelling before things get bad is a good idea. You definetly do not want alcohol to develope as somthing you rely on to make you feel better. Not only because it is bad for your system but also because when you have to much it is a depressent not a suppressant so it will in the end, if you consume too much, make you feel worse.

Tommeh!!! · 11-14-2007, 01:46 PM

yeah i know all about teh drinking cycle...utter crappy mc crap.

i think its just me having difficulty coping with day to day life again...just something with my bipolar, and with the recent death in the family and stuff its been prtetty hard understanding how i feel. :/

Markme · 11-15-2007, 01:34 PM

it must be hard coping with all of that dude, take it out on exercising..
but then again i do drink aswell.

i'd reach out and hug you, if only we lived closer and the world was a little smaller.