AHHHHHHHHHHH fuck this.
Posted 06-09-2008 at 09:53 PM by sarah2
I want to die, end of, hate this.
Methadone is shit, I need MORE than they are giving me, I'm going fucking mad, I need MOREEE.
Fucks sake. I just want to go out, and score and get fucked. Can't fucking deal with this. Ah fucks sake, fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Is this worth it? I don't want to be on fucking methadone for the next few months, fuck that! Heroin, methadone, they\re basically the same right? Why didn't they just give me fucking heroin instead right?
Jesus Christ, this is not as easy as I thought it would be, 'cutting down'? Cutting down my fucking arse, like NONE, I TOLD them how much I usually did, they havn't given me ENOUGH! They hate me, they want to fucking kill me with this piece of shit methadone.
Seriously, I hate this, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it./
Methadone is shit, I need MORE than they are giving me, I'm going fucking mad, I need MOREEE.
Fucks sake. I just want to go out, and score and get fucked. Can't fucking deal with this. Ah fucks sake, fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Is this worth it? I don't want to be on fucking methadone for the next few months, fuck that! Heroin, methadone, they\re basically the same right? Why didn't they just give me fucking heroin instead right?
Jesus Christ, this is not as easy as I thought it would be, 'cutting down'? Cutting down my fucking arse, like NONE, I TOLD them how much I usually did, they havn't given me ENOUGH! They hate me, they want to fucking kill me with this piece of shit methadone.
Seriously, I hate this, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it./
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Sarah i know your going through a super shit patch right now..
they arent trying to kill you, they are trying to help you.. get you off that demon called heroin. make you better and empty ur veins of its toxins! Fight it, you know you can! i know you can! You will survive this and live to be strong! So hold in there! i will be here every fucking step of the way! fight it.. fucking destroy heroin. |
Posted 06-10-2008 at 11:41 AM by Markme
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