wow who am i? where am i?

so much has happened i hardly recognize myself. shit. id like to say iv grown up a lot but who knows right?
after almost three years i finally stood up to sally and called things quits, we werent communicating and as much as i loved her i wasnt getting the same kind of love back, she was too busy with her friend. growing apart sucks alot. i should have given more time before moving on though, it would have been easier dealing with sally had i not...

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so the girl iv been dating for almost 3 years has been unhappy with our relationship for a while, shes fed up and wants change.
now I love this girl to death and would do anything for her, im the type that would fight to win the girl back no matter what the cost. after a big discussion i guess we agreed that were gonna take it one day at a time and try to not lose the best relationship either of us have ever had.
now this is all very well and good, but as gun-ho as i was the other...

PILLZ-E

hate when girls push you away
its so cold; its scary.

I was convinced I would grow old with her and she pulled that rug right from under me with out a bat of an eye.

thing that kills me is that everything could be fine if i hadn't dillydallied.
couple minutes cost me a lifetime.


thought that she was my soul mate, that our relationship would put us above all this mundane bullshit of life. that we couldn't end like any other relationship...

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