It's just one of those weeks so far.

I feel so low, everything is piling up on me. I miss my friends. Who I really want to be there to help right now. And I'm here working. My Gran is sick, and I'm worried bout her. And I'm here working.

I'm feeling so tired, so run down, a bit alone. but nothing will every change that.

So I'm pushing myself to go out again tonight... not drinking... no... just out for dinner... cos i don't want to be alone. I just...

OzzieJess