I HAVE A BOYFRIEND..... lol kinda.. Well we'll just work on it i guess...

breathe jess. just breathe... I'm happy... cos i was happier... I was happy single and i'm happy not lol

OzzieJess

So if no one noticed almost all my titles are actually lyrics from songs that i have in my head.

today it's Love Game by Lady Gaga.

And it's so true. I want to kiss him. but im sure i'll miss him. and i can't miss him lol... so i wont kiss him

meh. I just wanna have some fun. I wanna hug someone and kiss someone i want human contact.

OzzieJess

So, I had a post about bring back the troops. and to say RIP to the people who have lost there life's.
I want to say Thank You to all the men and women serving.

But I want the war to be over. I want our troops sent home.
I live in a city that is based around a Navy base. My dad was navy, all my family friends dad's were Navy. One of my best friends and close enough to be sisters (S. sister) is in the navy. People I have partied with and hang out with are in the navy....

OzzieJess

I feel rather mehish today. I'm home. which I'm glad about, and the weather is just the way I like it. It's raining.

But i still feel Mehish. I'm scared and I'm over it.

I'm lying to myself about how I feel. bout how I'm dealing with a few things. I'm just lying to myself... :(

OzzieJess

So, I'm letting go of the old and welcoming the new. The past is the past, it's done it's happened, I can't change it now. It's over.

Goodbye past.

OzzieJess

It's just one of those weeks so far.

I feel so low, everything is piling up on me. I miss my friends. Who I really want to be there to help right now. And I'm here working. My Gran is sick, and I'm worried bout her. And I'm here working.

I'm feeling so tired, so run down, a bit alone. but nothing will every change that.

So I'm pushing myself to go out again tonight... not drinking... no... just out for dinner... cos i don't want to be alone. I just...

OzzieJess