I Pack My Bag

I'm feeling all over the place right now. I'm trying so hard to keep it to myself. I smile at the right times, laugh at the right times but i just feel strange. I'm tired. I'm over alot of things that i've been trying to control. And i'm learning there isn't much i can control. Which i think is way Im controlling what i eat so much. Since Monday i've been so bad. I've stopped eatting Breakfast and dinner, and the most i normally eat is fruit. which is better then nothing i guess... I just want some control on my life. and the thing is i know it's bad for me. I know that not eatting 3 meals a day is the worst thing for my body. but yet i can't bring myself to eat.
I need to get into a routine I need to make myself get up and have breakfast, i need to make myself have dinner with the guys.

but meh, i just need to have some control on something.