It's Cold...

I'm in a good mood.... I've decided to just let myself fall for Eli... i don't care... if i just admit that i like him i'll get over him... BUT I LIKE ELI..... i'm over caring too much bout it... i mean he is the most amazing guy i think i've ever met. He's the sweetest, and kindest by far... and it confuses me that i like him... and not just like him, i mean i get butterflies. i smile like a stupid idoit when he's around, i can't catch my breath, and my heart starts beating way too fast. I've been trying to tell myself for the last month that i don't like him, and that i'm being stupid... but well it's not working.. so i've decided to admit to myself that i like him. ohh well...

lol...