MWHAHAHAHAHAHA Nothing... you did nothing. Even when you were stressed you did nothing... one must enjoy this moment of triumph.
Anyways just have to make it thru the rest of the day.

nelvannya

Day 2 (the actual day part)
You did wonderful! You only had it once! While you failed to take care of the once you worked it off later so all is well!

Day 3
Maybe you could have laid off some of the stuff but you managed to get it all taken care of. However not to self make sure it isnt to spicy because that hurts...
Lols it is so strange to have to remind myself of all some of these tips. Tips which used to be second nature.

GOAL FOR DAY 4:...

nelvannya

Okay so you did really really really great today! Until the party, however you got rid of everything and checked the labels.
And remember today is day 2, it takes a while!

Love you

nelvannya

Today is Day 1. I will post every day my progress. This posting is for me... because this is the only safe place I can keep track of it.

Today is Day 1 I have reread the tips, created the plan, and preparing for Day 2.

Love,
Tasha

PS> You can and will do this

nelvannya

So it has been a while since I blogged.

nelvannya

I am "dating" again...
It's so very odd to date again. But more importantly I can see me being very cautious, after Sean (technically Zoe but he wasnt long enough), I dont like it when he compliments me. It makes me nervous when he offers to pay.
It's so odd

nelvannya

I dont want to do this anymore... Im tired and Im sick... and sometime you just want everything to stop
All it take is something, no matter how little it was, that was going right, to go wrong... to put you right back there

Im not going to school tommorow, Im not going Wensday either....
I dont want to... Im really tired and I need some sleep

nelvannya

No more fat, No more useless boys, No more crying Natasha, No more slacking Tacha, NO MORE...

This is not just a moment change but this is my junior year of highschool the most important year, I need to get my shit together, I need to get my theatre body back, I need to start kicking ass a tournaments (not just winning but straight up and down ass kicking), I need to find a tutor in math, so I finger the man (ace the SAT), I want college, I want to learn knowledge (not this shit...

nelvannya

I am so fucking tired of blogs... I am tired of sitting at this damn computer typing a fucking blog, for no purpose other than to let the world know I am upset.
I am very tired, I am really upset, I cant stop crying I just, I cant make it stop... and its all frivously shit. Im so fucking stressed about nothing and everything hurts,, my back aches and my fingers are cramped and I am losing my voice for the second time in two weeks.
My hair is fallin out, I cant stand to be around the...

nelvannya

I swear to God if I drop one more tear... Im going to scream

nelvannya