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Well, some of my blogs in the Diaries & Thoughts Box disappeared...

anyway, it's Christmas. my brother and I found a cafe that was open and played scrabble over tea. his iced, mine apricot.

I've been eating a lot lately. it's strange. I went from not having or wanting to eat much to eating too much. it's making me self-conscious, even though the scale hasn't changed much and nobody can really tell under all these clothes. I'll get around to it, but right now there's nothing I'm really doing about it. I don't really mind. I've been too tired and/or impatient to care.