I am so completely sick of people who think that they're super amazing in every way. Like they know everything about, well, everything. Nobody's willing to change their mind, no matter how unreasonable the situation is. It's the reason why I am a misanthrope. It's the reason why that's not changing anytime soon. I've tried to help people on various versions of exasco for so many years now. and it is fruitless and for this very reason as well. how many people have I seen actively decide to change?...

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Well, some of my blogs in the Diaries & Thoughts Box disappeared...

anyway, it's Christmas. my brother and I found a cafe that was open and played scrabble over tea. his iced, mine apricot.

I've been eating a lot lately. it's strange. I went from not having or wanting to eat much to eating too much. it's making me self-conscious, even though the scale hasn't changed much and nobody can really tell under all these clothes. I'll get around to it, but right now there's...

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