I don't know how i'm feeling at the moment. I'm just living moment by moment. Getting through the day is my goal. I wont allow myself to fall apart. I wont allow myself to stop long enough to fall apart. Which is why i love my job, i work 11 hours a day 13 days a fortnight. I don't have much time to think about myself often, and i'm hardly ever alone. And at the moment that's working for me. If i let myself fall apart now.... well.... I just don't have 3 years to put myself back together. I'm not...

OzzieJess

Not literally.
Dont worry. It's a little pathetic really. But take it how you will.
I just had the most amazing week of my life. Slept round my Adams house everyday since Monday and now i won't stay round again until next saturday.
We've only been together 3 and a half months but in that 3 and half months there hasnt been a day we havent seen each other.
Which is new to me.
lol.
Anyway.
Sorry for blabbing!
Tar For Reading
x x x

YouKillMeWell

Gah, Turkey in two days. I wouldn't mind so much, well hell of a lot if Nathan was coming :( I know, i know, its only a holiday but it's the first time we've been away from each other in 8 months.. He went to visit his mum in Andorra for a week but that was way back when we met and he rang me every night.. when i go i wont be able to keep in contact with him =[ sucks so much. I cant even look at him without nearly crying. We've just had our 8 months and by the time i get back it'll be our 9th! *sighs*...

Shinzy