I feel really stupid tonight, just like I havn't got a mind, all cloudy and confused, but kind of peaceful and gently fucked, it's not bad!
I'm just thinking, just sort of, worrying. I'm scared, I am so afraid, I feel like there is something eating me away from inside and there sort of is isnt there? I feel like I'm completly ignoring this huge part of me that should be there, like saying 'look after yourself', like I don't have that part of me anymore. I am scared to die, but not, not scared...

sarah2