[Markme]

welll... im taking insuling pills, which makes everything soak up into your blood super duper fast, so take the pills and drinking alcohol gives u a massive sugar high and then im guessing a couple hours later when i stopped drinking (both nights) i crashed and got angry cause my body was starved of energy.

i know that i still had the capability to control myself, because otherwise i would have punched like every guy out in the room... but i controlled myelf... just.
im thinking no drinking until after my insuling pills run out, otherwise as you said, people that i dont want to get hurt, are going to get hurt by me.

and i realllllly dont want that to happen