[OzzieJess]

So, I haven't been around since about Jan i think. Alot has changed and alot was changing that i couldn't say back then.

I am no longer engaged to Glenn, I am once again living at home. It's been 2 months since we broke up, there was cracks in the relationship since the end of last year. I couldn't make him happy anymore, and our lives were going in different directions.

So i'm now single. and it's weird but i'm getting used to it. I now think i want to be single for a couple of years, I don't want to get into another relationship until i know who i am and what i want in life. I know i want to travel, and i don't want to settle down cos i'm just too young. yes 22 is young, my life is really only just beginning.

So yeah, I just want to be young and have fun. Make friends and just been me. I wanna make mistakes and not be told you shouldn't have done it, i want to learn everything my own way. I just want to have FUN.

On a side note, I've been self abusive free for almost 3 years... But i will always have the scars. I have over 45 scars on my left wrist. how bad is that? But each scar tells a story only i know.
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but apart from all that i have a good job, which i love, i go to some amazing places, and build lots of very cool things, and meet hundreds of people. So i'm learning alot at the moment about life and myself.

I've learnt i am stronger then i give myself credit for. That i can do anything.

Yeah sorry there's alot.