[Almost-Insane]

like everyone when you leave school you need to start making important decisions for your life, i think ive finally decided on what i want. theres a company called selex galileo that works on sensors and radar systems so my aim is to work for them, next year ill be going for an apprenticeship with them and hopefully ill be accepted for it. after that 4 year internship ill be a fully-fledged engineer working for the MoD but thats not the end on the line, part of selex is working on systems involved in space exploration (im guessin it works inline with nasa) so my main goal is to end up on that team which could mean ill be leaving scotland for good and maybs goin to america which is what i want, ive had enough of things here so ive decided to leave when i can, ill leave and put basically every part of my life behind me, start completely new with new people etc. im puttin all i can behind me now and im startin my life from now. no more tryin to talk to people from the past who i basically grew up with, they let me see clearer than to rely on them for friendship so im now just waitin for people to come to me, i should be goin to college soon so my new life will begin properly there.