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Why when I know all the answers and just what to do, I don't change or even start. I LOVE drugs, I love they way they make me feel, nothing is better, when I'm on them it's all good. I almost want to continue existing this way; i just wish it could be under control. I know that won't work and I should change, but I fucking can't, and I hate myself.
Always have I been a supporter of just do it, fucking do what you know to do. Now I'm in this situation and I can't. Such a hypocrite.
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