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i really don't want to go on the pill because i've just lost weight and i still want to lose more and i'm really worried i'll put on weight when//if i go on the pill

i can't get to sleep cause it hurts so much

i do have quite a high caffine intake so maybe i should try and cut it out

but i was talking to my mum and she used to be the exact same when she was my age so i think it's just something i'm going to have to deal with

i just feel like absolute crap atm *sigh*