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I appreciate you concern...
I would take your advice cuz I've thought of that before. But if I loose Nathan now, I loose him for good. His other 2 brothers are up and one of their girlfriends and the family has pretty much made it clear that I am not 'approved', besides Harold (papa)
If I left now, there would be NO getting him back & I can't risk that kinda pain again.
Nate and I have only actually be dating a lil over a month, but as close as we have gotten in the past 9, I gaurentee I would feel the pain for him that I felt after loosing Donavan after 4 years.
But it looks as though Nathan is going to be around for a while, if not for the rest of my time. As I have told you all before, he considers himself daddy and takes care of Tucker like a father would take care of his own son. And as of a few weeks ago, there has been talk of marriage and children....in the future of course...not right away!
It feels as though our love has a never ending bond, but even if it don't....I know we won't go out with a bang. We care for each other truly and that is not only words speaking...but actions too.
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All your memories have left me
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head
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