[Almost-Insane]

tbh i felt a bit like this with someone (i imagine you know who) but i knew that nothing would come of it so basically just had to accept it and put up with it, maybe youll need to do the same. you might be thinking that its in no way the same cause i never got anywhere with her in the first place but thats not right coz the feelings were still there, just couldnt develope them physically like you two could, the fact that hes still with your friends sometimes doesnt help but maybe try to let some people know that you dont really like whats happening, if there true friends theyll understand and try to help.