[Broken_mind]

Ok so there was a boy and a girl. They fell in love, were soo happy. Then she made the biggest mistake of her life, and it all fell apart.

I was that stupid girl.

About 2 and half years ago i met the love of my life. He was 5 years older than me but we hit it off straight away. We were seeing eachother on and off for just over a year. and then we made it official and dated. After 8 months i cheated, i am not proud in the slightest. I came clean and told him. We stayed together 1 more month then he told me he could no longer lover me after what i did.

This was 6 months ago. He then moved on and dated one of my best friends (not the issue here) and then moved on from her to another woman who he has moved in with. However 3 weeks ago he pulled one of my friends and cheated on his gf.

ANyway to the point of this thread. I STILL love him. More than anything. and as a result i feel nothing for any other human being which means i cant move on. I have seen a few people since. but i simply cannot feel anything for them other than friendship and for no reason.

I think about him evry day until i fall asleep. then i dream about him then think about him again all day. etc. I havent spoken to him in about 5 months since we fell out because of my freind.

I do want to speak to him and have thought emailing him is the best plan. However i have no idea if this is a good idea or if he will reply or even what to write in first place ..........


HELP!!!