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Old 12-30-2007, 01:25 PM   #18 (permalink)
sarah2
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i'd be fine with taking steroids now, i was fine with taking them at 15.
its just like smokers or people that take other sorts of drugs, we are all oblivious to the negatives until they happen.

And in my head, i can only see the end result.
we see what we want to see and now how it should be seen.
i know of all the terrible side effects, cancers, tumours, death, heart attacks, high cholestrole and blood pressure, hair loss, acne, breasts, balls shrinking, infertility.... etc etc.
But unlike any other drug user, you've realised that NOW. Which mean, unlike nearly every other drug user, you can make an informed decision, is it really worth it?
My situation is different from yours in several ways, but mostly that I didn't see the risks, the horrors of it all untill I was deep into it, I couldn't escape. Don't let it go that far, see it all now, both good and bad.
And it's not just that physical stuff either is it? Psycologically, do you want all that?
It's like everyone, half the people I know! They all think it's worth it, fuck it, I do, I'm no one to be telling you this, but, you've got a clear head, make the choice when you're NOT on it, it'll be so much easier honestly.
And you've got to truley weigh it up.
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So, please, please, please, let me get what I want this time


Heroin, be the death of me,
Heroin, its my wife and its my life,
Then I'm better off dead.

And I guess I just don't know.
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