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Me Again
Well first hi,
I guess there's all new people here so no one knows who i am...
I'm jessica...
Anyway... I'm so sad at the moment. have been for about 3-4 weeks.
i work away. 4 weeks on 1 week off.
The last time i was home i got the bad news that my cat had been hit by a car and didn't make it. She was my child. and now she's gone. It's really hard for me. I didn't even have her for 1 year. and the thing i feared the most happened to her. I cry every day. and i know it's probably stupid as she was just a cat. but to me she was as i said my child.
then when i was home i also found out that my knees are worse then i could ever imagine. I have to have physio at least once a fortnight. (which isn't easy) if the physio don't work i will need to have 2 knee reconstructions. So i've been trying to come to turns with that as well.
I'm so sad. I want to cry everyday. I feel so lonely.
I'm still having a hard time up here. and i've just found out i might be up here for another 2 yrs after this job. I didn't think it would be this hard.
anyway. i just had to get that out. i don't mind if no one reads it. as it's a bit long. but it's out.
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